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 Why do I feel like this? Please help me!?
I... I just want to burn things...like, a lot. It bothers me that I'd take so much pleasure in something like that. It's not just pyromania anymore. I'm having dark thoughts about ...


 I'm an addict to video games. What should I do?
I love video games and anything related to it. When I get a new game I play it till I beaten it and I don't care how it takes. I love playing online in a certain game. I love the adrenaline rush ...


 I feel like an evil spirit is messing with me or am I just going crazy?
Sometimes during the day when I go to sleep or at night as well I always wake up feeling like someone is on top of me and I have to stuggle to try to wake myself up. But this time it bugs me because I...


 On waking up in the morning I sometimes wonder if it`s worth while living another day. What can I do about it?
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 Can someone die from giving up on life?
trust me i don't wanna die i was just curious... for example if somebody had an illness or something and the doctor told them they only had less than 10 years to live but they gave up and die ...


 How do I stop procrastinating?
I am a straight A student in high school, and I always work very hard at school. I listen very well in class, and I try to do whatever homework I can before I go home. However, when I do get home, I ...


 There is this little voice in my head that keeps saying KILL KILL?
This little voice also tells me to ask weird questions so people will think I'm crazy. The voice kinda sounds like Homer Simpson. The problem is the voice never tells me any thing useful like ...


 Hearing voices?
A friend of mine who suffers from anxiety has told me she can hear voices in her head. I don't think they are telling her to kill anyone! She says she will sit down after a day at work and ...


 What is the easiest way for someone to killl themselves?
that a 13 year old can do....


 OK, the weirdest thing just happened. I was having a fight (verbal) with one of my best friends and he took?
a tin can and rubbed himself on the cheek with it to cut himself out of frustration right in front of me! I told him he'd better leave and he has now. What the hell was that about? We've ...


 Does dream really come true?????
I kept on dreaming about a place i never been. and I also kept on dreaming about my old school. what does it mean?? can anyone help me???...


 At most l feel nothing. Antidepressants dull my senses. My life is empty, l am alone and l'm afraid of living.
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 What do I do? I'm way too paranoid! HELP!?
Okay, so this really nice, pretty girl likes me.

But then I wonder, why does she like me? Out of all of the better looking guys out there... why me? It's not that she knows me enough ...


 How do you feel right THIS second?
Other than being bored out of my brain and extremely hungry, I feel great =)...


 I have the pills in my hand. I am so depressed. Will I go to heaven if I commit suicide?
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 Am i suicidal?
selfharm,moodswings,panic attacks (rare) . . .and suicidal feelings.. but not often. . ....


 Why do I feel so low, it's rubbish?
I was buzzing earlier! Doesn't it drive you mad when your moods swing from one way to another?...


 When you lose a parent...........?
do you find yourself wondering what they'd make of your life if they can now see what happens to you? Its just I lost my Dad 13 months ago and since then my life has been a nightmare and I know ...


 I can't stop thinking when I'm trying to sleep!?
I generally don't go to sleep to around 1-2am as I physically cannot before that time as I don't feel the slightest bit tired. Anyhows when I try to go to sleep I end up thinking too much ...


 How do I reduce anxiety?
How do I reduce anxiety that prevents a restful nights sleep?...



erica s
Why do i want to hurt my boyfriend when i know i love him deeply?
i love my boyfriend, he is the best thing that ever happened to me, but i tell him i want to break up with him and when he cries i smile..i dont know whats wrong with me..i love him so much but when i get depressed its like im a monster. ne one else feel this way?
                     





kMac969
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he cries?.....what a puss...


Taylor G
You are evil--lots of girls your age are evil. You get off on hurting others. You feel better about yourself when you make someone feel even worse than you do.


prekinpdx
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hmph.


cassiepiehoney
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I do the same thing-sometimes I find I'm nicer to strangers. I think its just that you hurt the people closest because they are less likely to leave. as for why you attack your man-maybe your secretly insecure and punish him for liking you


Job Lowe
You're incredibly lucky to have a nancy boy. By now I would have dumped you and hooked up with your friends.


booboo
yes i to get offside on my fiance, and i get real visiouse with him.
im very ignorent, arogent, bulgerent, decisive, defencive, violent, and just plain heartless towards him.
im mean with words and im good at reverse phycology, and at time can be very muniplutive to him.
i to make him cry and tell him to leave and that i dont want him anymore and that hes just a waste of brain space.
there are days when i just absolutly love him to bitz, then other days i would rather him dead
i dont mean any harm by it, i dont mean that at all, its just a feeling i get somedays.
i to am depressed and im dealing with the loss of my mother and hes been by my side through thick and thin.
i love him soooo much and i know that i need help dealing with my issuses, i hate putting him through this but i just get blanked and i just lose it on him when really its me im freaking out on. i dont trust myself when i spaze out, and to be honest when i see him cry i see my refection and i just cant help but smile cause its my own way of healing what i dont like to see.


good luck


Lady J
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Do you feel like you have control over doing this, or does it "just happen?" Either way, I would seek help from a mental health professional. I think this is a dangerous pattern for you to be in. In the long run, you may end up isolating yourself from ones you love which will make your depression worse.


<3‚ô•Judy‚ô•<3
yes i do some times when i feel depress i do the same thing to my boyfriend


denise w
hi this is dwassilie_07 I have a boyfriend and we are getting married. I have the same feeling that you have and all I can say is take it easy on the guy or else he'll turn to someone in deed.I like to make my man feel dumb, but making myself feel higher than him just hurts me cause I know that he has feelings . what would you do if he treats you like that? most women would dump them but if its true love you would stop what you are doing and open up to your man tell him what you really feel deep inside.


cc1872
don't listen to some of these people on here their just mean and don't understand, i have the same problem and i am paying for it now not once but twice and 2 children later it's not ur fault but if u keep doing this u are going to lose him i was so mean to my ex i wanted to control him i told him i hated him, and we physically fought all the time and he isn't one to fight he is very sweet and caring well he was when i met him and now i have tainted him, but i always accused him of lying and cheating when i know he didn't i am just so insecure but finally i went off on him like never before cause i thought he was cheating and it was so bad that he found someone else someone 6 years younger and who i hear is pretty good to him well i know they get along, and i regret every day what i did to him, and i know he won't come back, i never thought he would leave me cause it was an every day thing but i guess he couldn't take it anymore, so u need to see a phsycologist right away, i have depression and anxiety and this is what causes me to act this way, hope i have been helpful, xoxo


MissAnonymous
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At first, when I was reading your question, I wasn't sure if you are depressed because of your boyfriend or with yourself, since you didn't give full detail as to why you are feeling this way. But if you are feeling so depressed that you feel like a "monster", I would consider getting help. Talk with a therapist, they can give you the help you need. You might want to give yourself some space from your relationship, though, if you feel being in a relationship is too much for you right now. If he truly loves you, he will understand and give you the time and space you need, and if he doesn't understand, you are better off without him. Just make sure you seek counseling. Good Luck!


hrrrrrrlhghglhghgghbhgb
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restrain yourself from breaking up with him if you know youre going to want him back. youre having moodswings er something. tell your doctor youre getting depressed and see he he can prescribe you Zoloft or some otha antidepressant.


rach
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i can't see why you would ever want to hurt someone you love, you should want to make them happy. maybe you are craving attention from him and want him to beg you to stay 'cos he loves you so much........doing what you're doing won't help, you'll just drive him away.


Dianne G
You are in love with the IDEA of love, not him. If you were really in love with him, you would not want to change him. If he were truly in love with you, he would treat you like you deserve to be treated.


SuzyBelle04
I could see if your boyfriend was doing something bad or mean, but I think that you need to get your depression under control.


busttownboogie
yes- i have felt that way before. its like a switch flips and you suddenly dont care anymore. but if you love him why do you try to break up with him. if it is just to see him hurt thats messed up.


scoobynscrappydoooo
NO!!! not to sound mean, but it sounds like you have issues! If you love someone then how can you get pleasure from there pain... I love my b/f and would never try to intentionally hurt him!Maybe you need to see a therapist... I mean you said it your self you turn into a monster...Obviously he loves you because he is still putting up with you! So if you truly love him you need to stop trying to hurt him!


ruthbeckersc
It sounds like you have a poor self-image...you feel that you don't deserve him...and it sounds like it is worse when you are depressed. What you are doing is sabotaging your relationship. You need to see a therapist to work out your self-image/self-esteem issues before you lose him for good.


redroses_2003k
I used to do this a lot with my boyfriend, when we would get into a fight I would say I wanted him to die or leave and never come back because I hated him so much, but after he would leave I would break down and cry and ask myself why I would say these things that I didn't mean, I know now that I was suffering from depression, I had an uncle that committed suicide when I was in high school and he was like a father to me, I was acting like this to my boyfriend I realized I was trying to push him away when we were getting too close because I was still hurt by my uncle taking his own life and did not want to get too close to someone else because I feared I would lose them also, luckily I started to open my heart to my now fiance and he was able to forgive me for all the horrible things I said, just remember when you are mad to breathe and don't say anything that you truly don't mean even if you are really mad.


Amanda D
We often lash out at the ones we love when we're dealing with our own issues. I don't think it's uncommon, but it's not healthy. Perhaps you need to talk to your MD about depression.


dali333
sounds like it may be a control issue


Brandon B
You should just tell him you need a break from him and when you feel better then date him again


J K
You are a Power tripper!!


Andrew
you need help


tomimegi
Sounds like you have issues believing he wants to be with you. So in order to prove it to yourself you tell him you want to break up to see his reaction. When he cries you are happy because he has showed you that he cares.

Be careful one day your going to say you want to break up and he is going to agree with you.


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